Don't Be A Copy Cat!

Sep 13, 2012

Small Joys!


  1. Coincident meetings.
  2. Oh my god! Trending in India.
  3. Pasta for lunch! #win
  4. Unexpected compliment. *blush*
  5. SALE! 
  6. Happy Hours! *dances*
  7. Jalebis. Mmm.
  8. Baarish! *dances again*
  9. Wine in the fridge. #win
  10. Chocolate in the fridge #doublewin
  11. SALE!
  12. 'Cute guy likes your photo.'
  13. Ragda Pattice and Kalakhatta Gola
  14. Surprises! 
  15. Karaoke
  16. Andaz Apna Apna on TV
  17. Hot Chocolate
  18. Old music
  19. XL T-shirts
  20. Rasgullas. *burp*
  21. Rainbows
  22. Cheesecake!
  23. Long drives
  24. Longer rides
  25. and the list goes on...
I'm busy, you are busy. But don't forget to make some time for the smaller things in life. Someday, they will be the things that really mattered.


Jul 7, 2012

Let's not grow up...


Everyone asks you to grow up. All the time. My mom says, "Clean your room, pick up your books, set your wardrobe, grow up already!" Dad says, "Stop being on the phone all the time, don't text while eating, sleep early, grow up!" I tell myself, "Stop being silly, take life seriously, it's time to grow up." 
In a month, I turn 24, 6 years since I was 18. 6 years, since I became an adult. I still don't know where I am headed in life, I still don't know when I will be five years from now. Does that make me sad? I still don't know.

Today, while watching a video from school, I realized how quickly we have grown up, or grown out of things. Grown out of friendships, grown out of families, grown out of innocence. How is growing up a good thing then? 

I still love making cards on  birthdays, I still love my room messy, I still love talking on the phone for hours, I still love stuffing my face with chocolate cakes and I still love sleeping late and waking up even later. Being grown up doesn't make me happier, it makes me try to convince myself that I'm happier. So let's do ourselves a favour, and let's not grow up, if it means, being serious, unhappy, constant and boring. I'd rather be spontaneous and silly? 
Agree?

Jun 26, 2012

Death

"Hear me out, hear me out!"
She screached.
"Just once, hear me out."
She pleaded.

The voices around were too loud.
She was trying to be louder. Failed.
Nobody could here her choking voice.
Nobody could see her wither.

~C

Apr 26, 2012

#TweetAStory : Part II

Like I say, a pinch of reality, mixed in a bowl of fiction. Round two of #TweetAStory. Keep the comments coming in. 

1] She pulled her hair back into a neat bun. Picked up her bag, wore her heels and set out to face another day. Another day of not being herself.

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2] She looked into the mirror; tried to search for herself. Behind the cheerful, vibrant mask, there was a timid, naive her. Lost, somewhere.

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3] The irking ray of the sun woke her up, her eyes hurt. She had cried herself to sleep. She felt hungover, sore. She hid in her blanket; safe & warm.

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4] Her first day at work, a whole new world; excited & nervous. Her eyes full of dreams; oblivious, that the leech will suck out all the innocence.

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5] His heart raced everytime he saw her. She looked pretty even on her worst hair days. To her, he was a buddy. To him, she was just a dream.

 ~C

Apr 19, 2012

#TweetAStory

140 characters, shortest stories ever. Feedback will be appreciated.


1] He looked at her through the corner of his eye. And then he noticed her wedding ring. One piece of accessory, too many invisible walls.

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2] Her favourite corner of the room. She spent all her lonely moments there. For everyone else, it was just a corner, for her, a companion.

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3] She went back to the pages of her diary.The ink had smudged, the words, unclear. She remembered crying. She read everything but felt, nothing.

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4] She smiled & said, 'I'm cool'. Everyone got back to what they were doing. Her heart cried, for the first time, she hated being around people.

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5] His eyes spoke a thousand words.His silence, a million.This was the hardest unspoken conversation they had ever had. It ended, with a goodbye.

~C

Mar 25, 2012

Short Story: The Day


She stepped out of the shower and her hands trembled as she scrubbed her perfect black curls, dry. She knew this was it; it was the day when he was going to pop the big question to her. Last evening, he had invited her to a lavish dinner at one of the most expensive rooftop restaurants in the city. 'Friday, 9 PM, Aer. It's a date!' She read the message every ten minutes. It made her smile nervously every time she read it.


She sat in front of the mirror, thinking to herself what would she wear? She had waited for this for seven long years, and it was finally happening. She wanted to look her best, on this day. "Should I wear the yellow dress that he loves the most? Or maybe something that he's never seen me in before?" She wasn’t too fond of the colour, but he loved it, so it didn’t matter. So many thoughts crawling in and out of her mind, it had to be a flawless night.

She walked to her wardrobe and tried eleven outfits before she chose one. It wasn't the same dress, but it was his favourite colour, yellow. She let her hair loose, just the way he liked it, with the curls falling on her back and just some, on her face. She wore diamond earrings, stilettoes and carried a clutch bag. She checked her watch; it was ten minutes to nine. It would take her twenty minutes to cover the distance from her house to the restaurant. He was never late, which was one of the traits about him, she adored the most. He would make certain he reached before time; he hated to make her wait. She took one last look at herself, before stepping out of home and took a deep breath knowing that she won’t be single again. It was 'the day'.

On her journey to Aer, she recalled all the special moments she had cherished with him. How she’d wake him up every morning with a phone call, ‘There’s no better way of starting my day, than hearing your voice’, he always said. How she would innocently act silly when he was low, just to make him smile. How they would cuddle on the couch and watch movies every weekend. Their little fights over Chinese food or Italian, he loved the latter. Meaningless conversations in the middle of the night, unexpected surprises on no special occasions, everything came back to her in a flash. She was beaming, impatiently!

She reached the restaurant in fifteen minutes flat, fortunately, without any traffic blocking her way. The restaurant was swarming, it being a Friday evening. She tried to search for his face between the other faces, her heart beating fast and loud as ever. He was nowhere to be seen; she asked the receptionist if there was a reservation. To her surprise, the receptionist informed her that the reservation in her name had been cancelled an hour ago. Her heart skipped a beat. She didn't want to think too much yet. She took out her phone from her clutch and called him, the phone was unreachable. She tried again, but she couldn’t get through him. She was blank, not knowing what to do, not knowing what was happening.

It felt as if someone had just taken a knife and stabbed her. 'Was there an emergency? He would’ve informed if there was one. Had he changed his mind? Maybe he realized I wasn't the one? Maybe he wasn't in love with me? Should I wait for him here?' She felt wounded, a hundred questions, a million doubts. Her blood speeding through her veins, a lump in her throat, she held back her tears. This couldn't be happening to her. She walked out of the restaurant, her feet trembling, the heels beginning to hurt. She got into a cab, and the next fifteen minutes, were like fifteen years. Tears rolling down her cheeks, heart aching, mind full of questions. 'How could he? Why would he?'

She could hear every piece of her broken heart calling out to him, to know what happened, where did she go wrong? She skipped the elevator and took the stairs, took off her heels while walking up, and with every step thought about how her most anticipated moment never really arrived. She reached the third floor, took out the keys from below the door mat and opened the door.

She hated to be back home, she was still single, now, lonelier than ever. She walked inside, and it was dark. She could smell something funny, something aromatic. She switched on the lights and as she turned, she saw a hundred roses in her living room. He was there, down on his knees, with his head bent low. 'This was the last time that tear came into your eye. Home is where the heart is, and what better place to do this than home itself', he whispered. She was dumbstruck; it was happening, her moment, their moment, had arrived. 'Will you be mine, forever?', he said. The tears had not stopped, but the feeling of hurt had been substituted with the feeling of happiness, love and excitement. 'YES!' She exclaimed. And that was indeed, ‘The Day’, the perfect fairy tale ending, or rather, the beginning of their story. 

 ~C

This story was  featured on Laptoplit under the fiction section.

Mar 19, 2012

Conversation with an 8 year old!


I recently had a very intense conversation with my 8 year old cousin. Sometimes, you get the best advice from the most unexpected sources. Since it helped me change my perception towards life, I thought I'll share it and spread the word.

Me: So, hows school?
Him: School is boring, but after that I get to play. So it's fun to play after a boring day at school.
Me: Do you like your teacher?
Him: She is alright. We are small so she can't get very angry on us. *beams* Do you go to school?
Me: No, I go to office. But I'm feeling sad. What do you do when your sad?
Him: *thinks for 3 seconds* Me? Ummm, I come home and tell mamma to cook my favourite lunch. I sit in the living room and wait for it. When I can smell the food almost ready, I feel happy instantly :D
Me: Wow. But we have one life, so much to achieve.
Him: One life? *puzzled* No, in my PSP, I get three lives. And if I play well, I get more and more lives. I have to defeat the monsters, jump through the fire, and collect coins. (pretty much what we have to do, eh?) 
Me: Will you teach me?
Him: I have passed all levels, killed all the monsters. I can teach you! Then you will also be able to kill all the monsters! *excitedly runs to get the PSP*

So yeah, I pretty much learnt how to kill all the monsters. Let's hope going forward I can do that in my life as well :)

Thank you my little Mario! You've been a great inspiration.



Mar 5, 2012

Note to self

Every action has an equal and opposite reaction. But you don't have to react to every act, sometimes, you just have to wait for the boomerang called karma to come back and hit the person in the face. The universe has its ways, it will never disappoint you. Revenge is never a better option over patience. Think positive, be good and feel good, about yourself and the people around you. 

Hurt is good, it makes you realize how many people actually care. Move on with life, love yourself and don't think too much before doing anything. It will just complicate, everything. Whatever has to happen, will happen and will happen for the best. Use your mind to learn more and think less. Let no one or nothing stop you from moving ahead. If people dislike you, let them, don't waste your time trying to change them or the way they think. Give them love, they're deprived, but focus more on the people who already love you. The former, probably, need it more but the latter, undoubtedly, deserve it more. If someone or something you love wants to leave you, let them. Their loss.

Be kind, loyal, honest and smile. A lot! And most importantly, be strong. The world is not so kind,  bullies will come in your way at all time. But guess what, bullies are usually fat, use Pepperspray and run! They'll never be able to catch up with you.

The day you can look back in time and laugh at yourself and your situation then, you'll come out a winner.

-C